Between Musings
There are seasons in research when the work is less about producing and more about becoming the person who can do it.
There are seasons in research when the work is less about producing and more about becoming the person who can do it.
Sometimes the answers we search for are not waiting to be invented, but quietly waiting to be recognised.
The more I uncover about my family’s past, the more I realise how many stories I have accepted without ever knowing where they began.
A virtual journey through Hungary rekindles memories that were never quite forgotten, and awakens a longing to rediscover the places that have lived quietly in my imagination for decades.
More and more frequently, I find myself noticing connections – between conversations, stories, and seemingly unrelated moments.
Because no matter how carefully I arrange the furniture of my independence, someone else always holds the key.
My strongest childhood memories are not of places but of Sunday lunches: paprika-scented kitchens, opera drifting through open windows, and my father’s stories unfolding around the table.
Sometimes the most important intervention is not a medication or a procedure, but belief. This story reflects on illness, autonomy, and the GP who listened when others would not.
Sometimes the safest way to survive is not to be seen. A story of migration, belonging, and the strategies we develop to protect ourselves.
A poem written in my late teens about captivity, fear, and survival. Years later, it revealed a meaning I could never have imagined when I first wrote it.